Day 135: Reflecting

Since having Eva, it's become increasingly apparent just how fast time goes. In a lot of ways she reminds me of Skylar so when I see those little glimpses and then look over at my soon-to-be 5 year old I can't help but get emotional. Here lately I've been really having a hard time letting go. I don't know if it's her turning 5 or Eva getting bigger but I've been reflecting a lot. Looking at old pics, watching old videos, doing the "remember when" with Matthew, and having a few moments where I cry. This baby girl was a HUGE miracle for me and sometimes I feel like I forget that. Like I get lost in the day-to-day of raising 3 kids that I forget just what an amazing blessing she is. She started it all. And now here she is, this little girl with a huge personality and keeps us entertained daily. She's so sassy and so emotional at times but gosh, I absolutely adore her. Skylar - you are forever my baby! I love you sweet girl and can't believe you're almost 5!! Hugs and Kisses!